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|Monday, December 15th, 2003|
|giggidy giggidy gooooooooo
anus mother fucking cruoris!
so what's new? i hung out at mikes house the other night. tripped on mushrooms and had a blast. i didn't sleep though so i was so tired the day after. i can't remember who cos i was pretty whacked out, but someone was talking about if i knew about danielle and sean and they were all hush hush. why the hell would i care if sean goes out with danielle? sillyness. i think that's awesome, i hope they are happy and all that jazz. they are both really cool people and i like them both a lot, so there's no reason for people to be all hush hush about it around me.
haha so in other news me and nick have the greatest band ever. we are anal cunt inspired craziness. we just love to go insane and screech our balls off. nothing original but definetly something with a ton of energy and enthusiasm. school is finally coming to an end. now all i have to do it explain to my parents my awful grades and the fact that i'm going to be part time next semester.
there's probably more to talk about, but there is also probably more productive things to be doing. speaking of which i'm writing a book. woo... Current Mood: chipper
|Wednesday, December 10th, 2003|
|these are not your mamas anal beads
chillin at work, doing nothing basically. i'm getting some much need brocolli, so me and johnny are gonna close this place early and make with the consuming. what else is knew?
next semester is my last semester here at school. i'm done with this shit, it's not for me. so next summer i'm gonna get an apartment in lincoln and get a job and try to start a serious band.
kelly is good. this sunday will be our 10 month anniversary. sweet.
next week the last lord of the rings is coming out so i'm psyched about that.
ok this entries sucks. i'm done.
|Friday, October 31st, 2003|
|Thursday, October 30th, 2003|
|you have taken what i love about punk rock and made it what i hated about high school
well as much as i kind of hate this livejournal shit, with all the namby pamby talk and the look how cool i am falseness of most of the entries i read, i've decided to start updating again. so what's new?
it's a sunny day outside
Now that john is here at URI and i hang out with him basically everyday, and he has a record player, i have started to accumulate a pretty good sized record collection. i've got something like 40 seven inches, 2 ten inches, and i'd guess something like 20 LP's. mostly crust/grind/thrash shit like that. i have a lot of favorites but i'd have to say that leftover crack- rock the 40oz is probably the best. pretty soon me and john are going to post our record collection on the TYR site, so if you want a tape made of any of our records (to trade) or if you wanna directly trade records let me know.
speaking of which my band TYR is doing alright. our first show is here in the coffeehouse on the 14th of november. starts at 7. ask me for directions. (it's a free all ages show of course). we have 7 songs down and a bunch more in the works. our set list for the show on the 14th is as follows (or something like this, since i'm exhuasted):
- WHEN BUSH COMES TO SHOVE (about bush and is imperialistic regime)
- SEASON OF DEATH (about the grim reality of a nuclear holocaust, and the ensuing nuclear winter)
- FUCK YOU BIG BROTHER (2+2 does not fucking equal five)
- TOURETTES (FUCK SHIT COCK CUNT ANAL RAPE!)
- MURDER AND DEATH (generic war song)
- CONCRETE//RAZORWIRE (song about the continuing US supported military occupation of palestine by israel, and the new wall that is being built)
- SPREADING GRAY FOREST(song written from the perspective of a squirrel talking about the roads and deforestation and roadkill)
in other news i ended up missing the UK SUBS cos nick got really sick and couldn't go. if you don't already know NAKED AGGRESSION!!!!!!!!!!!!!! is playing on 11/30 Boston, MA - Bill's Bar w/ Toxic Narcotic and swindle. if you miss this show you are missing out. the whole tour is a tribute to the guitarist and love of lead singer kirsten patches who died in 1998. Naked Aggression is Patches new band MEET THE VIRUS with her on vocals playing naked aggressions songs. It should be an amazing show. (check out the site: http://www.nakedaggression.com/
hey everyone don't forget november 28 is BUY NOTHING DAY. tell everyone you know to quit there sickening consumerist lifestyles, at least for a day.
(check out this site too: http://adbusters.org/campaigns/bnd/
another cool link to check out:http://www.capedmaskedandarmed.com/
well back to serving people fair trade coffee. come check us out we're in the memorial union at URI. we have fair trade coffee, soy milk, and we have free all ages shows for hip hop, punk, metal,etc...
peace and solidarity Current Mood: energetic
|Sunday, October 26th, 2003|
|Thursday, September 18th, 2003|
Well I'm back at URI now. I am living off campus in a small room. it's ok i guess, i'm hardly ever there. I'm still working at the coffeehouse. I am still with Kelly, it's been a fabulous 7 months :) Classes are going pretty well. i'm taking AVS 101, Women Studies (which is basically a class on feminism, yet i'm the only person who considers himself a feminist in the whole class of like 30 people (3 guys, the rest girls)), Politics of the Vietnam War (which is cool), and my favorite class is my Cold War Politics class. it has 2 professors, one giving the american perspective and one the russian. they are the two best teachers i have ever had. the russian one is definetly the coolest teacher i've ever had.
I Started a band with john, and katedge is gonna be playing keyboards. john is singing and doing percussion as of now, but we'd like to find a permanent drummer and have john sing. and i'm playing guitar and singing. we have like 13 songs written for lyrics, about 3 written musically, but we should be getting a lot done next week and we're hoping to start having shows in the next few weeks. for once i have found someone (john) who is as determined to do something musical and has the ethic that i have for it. we're called TYR (the young republicans).
i've joined the republican group on campus and we're planning to make quite a scene at some kinda of large republican get together by performing. the group on campus are a bunch of religion spouting, anti-left, vicious conservatives. they must be destroyed. meeting next week to elect officers, i'm going to try to run for something but probably won't cos i don't really wanna do anywork, i just wanna fuck shit up.
i have 2 new homemade tattoos. they are matching crosses on the upper (closer to the palm) part of my middle fingers. when i give you the finger the crosses are upside down :)
i'm also planning one other homemade and a real tattoo for the near future. the other homemade is an outline of a dove with it's wings spread on the back of my hand. it's from the front cover of a "blown to bits" 7" that i have.
the real tattoo is the back of a DETESTATION album. it's a tree and the trunk of the tree is a skeleton, with the arms of the skeleton becoming the branches of the tree.
today mike is coming down and me him, carlos, mel, and john are going the beach to go boogie boarding. the weather reports have said that the waves are "deadlY" so it should be a good time. plenty of greenery to be consumed. Current Mood: creative
|Saturday, August 23rd, 2003|
|i'm gonna start to try updating more often
so what's new? me and kelly went to maine for 5 weeks and celebrated our 6 month anniversary. we went swimming and danced while to a soundtrack provided by the neighboring music camp. because of the lesser degree of light pollution the stars were amazing. everything was amazing. for our anniversary i bought her a guitar and she got me some newbury comics gift certificates. i bought 6 cd's, 3 great, 2 ok, and one stinky. the greats are Fracture (atom's old band, from atom and his package), a Naked Aggression Live Cd, and a Sound Pollution compilation. the ok's were a creep records comp, with mostly crappy hardcore bands but with a few good ones, and SALT ON THE WOUND a 3 songs single with carpet baggers for peace (with jello biafra), change (penny from crass produced them) and an amazing song from Conflict. the reason that one was only ok was because the first two songs aren't really that good and the booklet was only one page and had just had the lyrics. i excpected a thick booklet with tons of info and stuff. oh well. the bad c.d. was a down by law cd, i knew it was epitaph, but i figured for 2 bucks maybe i'd like it. i was totally wrong. never again.
i move down to school next week. i can't wait. my main focus for this year is to start a band. since john is going to be living down there i'm gonna see if he wants to start something. the band name i have is Out of Control, and i have 3 songs written so far:
u.s. foreign policy is terrorism
no sexism, no racism, no fascism
cookie cutter beauty bullshit
well i planned on typing a lot more, but now i'm talking to jim online and i think i'm gonna drive down to RI.
peace kids Current Mood: bored
|Sunday, July 27th, 2003|
if you took the amount of oil that we got from Iraq, and then you subtracted the amount of oil that we used to fight the war (tanks, convoys, planes, etc...) i wonder what we actually acquired. and then if you take that number, and put it next to the number of casualties, i wonder if it would even bother anybody. Current Mood: full
|Monday, July 14th, 2003|
is 'i think before i am' now a universal law? because if we all agree with this idea then there is a conclusion left to draw. there are 291 and 1/2 million people living in these here, our "united" states, and out of that estimated number how many do you think ever really use their brains? we call ourselves society, a real progressive civilization, we use our scientific know-how to reduce the need for serious education. who needs to know how to do anything when a machine does it better than we; and decisions and choices are useless when we have the government, religion, and MTV. we simply smile like a donut and allow them to spoon feed us what they like, and when they say suck for the economy, we suck this planet's resources dry. white supremacists argue that immigrants are taking up all of their jobs, but they have no problem going to third world countries and setting up corporate sweatshops. when things are made in singapore for 20 cents a day, that's a job you could've had at 30 times the pay, and in singapore the natives there could have started their own businesses; they could've produced and sold the products themselves instead of being raped like this. Americans love nike, the swoosh is the modern day swastika, it stands for violence against the people, because violence gets you things quicker. peace talks and treaties are all well and fine but bullets get the job done. you're 18 years old, shooting guns sounds like so much fucking fun. and if a hundred thousand angry people marching through new york city and d.c. don't mean a thing, then why do they still have the balls to call this country a democracy. we protected democracy from the nazis in germany and from the commie scum in vietnam, and now we've saved the middle east from the evil dictator Saddam. with our guns and missiles we go to foreign countries to lend our helping hands, but we mask our true intentions by claiming to fight for freedom for the people of these lands. what we really want is money, whether it's oil or just another country that we can "americanize", we force them to trade with us and to give us all their natural supplies. we help them to rebuild, but just enough to serve our economic needs, is there no end to the terminal greed of the american fucking dream. we all want lots of money to buy things to make us happy, and we're willing to let other suffer as long as we don't have to see. we shut our eyes and open our mouths and wait for a big surprise, but if you do that you'll find my fucking pecker in your throat when you open up your eyes. Current Mood: tired
|Thursday, July 10th, 2003|
|what the fuck will change?
i'm contemplating goint to the GBH, global threat, casuatlies, show but i'm not sure i wanna spend 16 bucks for that. i've never been to the paladium and i dont' really look forward to ever going there. but we'll see, dave really wants me to go, he even said he'd pay for me, which is ridiculous.
but anyways so what's new? i have really really bad poison ivy, i have allergies in my nose, i made my first issue of "the anarchist coloring book", which i plan to start passing out next week, i haven't seen kelly in like 7 days and it's killing me, i recorded a few songs this week, hung out and got drunk a few times (most notably i'd guess was jen's pool party, lots of really drunk people, only annoying thing was danielle yelling at me while i was helping her not puke on herself, but oh well i had fun and got to go swimming), hung out with my brother a lot this week, smoked a good amount too. all in all it's been a very chaotic 7 days, and i can't wait till i see kel on sunday. i am going to give her the biggest kiss known to man and lean her back in my arms until her hair brushes the floor.
yeah so just for the record, i fuckin hate every single person on my friends list. if you are reading this, more than likely, i fucking hate you, so i'll say this right now "fuck you"
oh yeah and fuck you too. Current Mood: lonely
|Sunday, June 22nd, 2003|
i've decided i'm no longer gonna be a vegan anymore after listening to the song "stupid fucking vegan" by the queers for hours on end. so anyone who thought i was a vegan, nope you are wrong, i am not vegan. quick tell all your friends and spread the word.
i just drove an hour long trip home from kelly's. the trip back and forth is getting easier now that i am getting used to it, but it still exhausts me. i probably drive down there and back like 3 times a week. for me who never had his license for the longest time that's a lot. although i'm glad because if i didn't get my license who knows where me and the kellster would be.
today i went to her grandma's house and hung out with her family. they gave me an "A+" and said i was a nice boy and stuff. her granmda even gave me a hug when i left. she also said that since kelly is a triplet she has a 50 percent chance of having triplets, or something like that, and she wanted to know if that bothered me. i'm glad to see the family is already ready for me and kelly to get married. now we just have to catch up. we've been kind of beating around the bush about saying we love each other and that kind of stuff, but we've discussed it and both agree that we think we are in love. but i've been fooled by love (emo) too many times to i'm weary to get my heart set on anything or to put it on my sleeve too much. i'm taking it slow and just letting it happen. but each time i see her i become more and more enthralled by her, i find her growing more and more beautiful, by the second even. so yeah i'm happy, if you can't tell.
in other news i'm realizing that i'm 20 and i have nothing to show for it. i've been writing music for almost 6 years trying to make something important and so far i've done shit. yesterday i recorded a song i wrote called "making punk a threat again". it's a good punk song and i like it a lot, but i dunno. i wanna make something provocative and daring and stuff. i want people to notice me. i want attention dammit. maybe i should write songs about crimes and then commit them. and then when i go to jail i'll have my attorney release the tapes. and i'll be the most famous prisoner ever.... eh doesn't matter, i'll probably get hit by a car anyways............. (anyone? are you cool like me?) Current Mood: groggy
|Thursday, June 19th, 2003|
|Monday, June 9th, 2003|
|make like a self-pollinating flower and go fuck yourself (i made that up myself)
sir can i talk to you for a minute please sir?
what is it?
i'm having trouble with the radar sir!
you don't need that now, we're right here, now what is it?
i'm having trouble with the radar sir!
what is it?
i'm having trouble with the radar sir!
What appears to be the problem?
well i've lost the bleeps, the sweeps, and the creeps!
and the whats?
you know the bleeps....... bleeeep......bleep......bleep
the sweeps, shhhhhwwhshswhshshwsh
and the creeps, didododidodidoooo
(that's not all he's lost)
sir the radar, it appears to be JAMMED!
Rasberry, only one man would dare give me the rasberry! LONESTAR!!!!!!! Current Mood: anxious
|Sunday, June 8th, 2003|
|attention dissafected youth
man my back is killing me. standing up 6 straight hours for work, bending down a lot, and then lifting heavy stuff has been murder on my back. but oh well, complain complain bitch bitch.
trying to get practices together with nick but he's been super busy with his job at the brockton post office. i haven't had a beer in 3 weeks, which for me is a long time. but i never really feel like drinking in holbrook, and when i'm in rhode island, i'm either with kelly at her house so we don't drink, or i'm with mike and i drink hard alcohol. it's been southern comfort and rum the last few times. we're trying to get the drunk punk band going, hopefully that's gonna get started next week when mike comes to visit me. i feel bad, we were planning on going to the unseen cd release party, but i was told it was on the 17th, so that's what we were planning on, and now i find out it's the 12th, which means we can't go. i haven't talked to mike yet, but he's gonna be pissed off. we've really been looking forward to that. i haven't been to a show in a while. i don't remember what my last show is, which means it's been far too long. i've just been really poor. i ahven't gotten my first paycheck from work yet, but i won't really even have any money until like the 3rd one, because i'm putting half of each paycheck away to pay for tuition, and for the first couple paychecks i'm gonna spend the other half on a tascam 4 track recorder.
so not much is new, haven't been really doing much of anything lately. got my video camera back and fixed by converter. so that's good. Current Mood: aggravated
|Friday, June 6th, 2003|
|well i don't like you either
today i woke up, coughed up a lot of shit, played drums and sang all jazzy love tunage, mowed the lawn, played more drums, ate some apple sauce, watched crappy t.v., ate some corn, jerked off, played guitar, talked to kelly on the phone, watched wheel of fortune, ate some pasta, watched the simpsons, watched the movie "steal this movie" about the life of abbie hoffman, talked to kelly on the phone again, and now i'm here online, writing in this fucking journal. future plans include jerking off again, going to bed, waking up to go to work from 10-4, and then hopefully practicing tomorrow with nick chalupa, who is a fuck because he didn't call me back today and he is not answering my instant messages.
p.s.- i fuckin hate run on sentences.
p.p.s.- me love grammer.
p.p.p.s.- me luv speling Current Mood: sore
|Monday, May 19th, 2003|
You are Professor X!
You are a very effective teacher, and you are very
committed to those who learn from you. You put
your all into everything you do, to some extent
because you fear failure more than anything
else. You are always seeking self-improvement,
even in areas where there is nothing you can do
to improve. Which X-Men character are you most like? brought to you by Quizilla
x men 2 was a good movie. saw it with nick kate kelly and wayne. good times had by all. still haven't seen matrix 2, although i would like to. job searching is the biggest pain in the ass ever. going out in a few minutes to find myself a jobby job.
i have a drumset in my basement now which is awesome because i can finally get good at the drums. i've been playing for like 3 hours a day. it's a great release. as soon as nick and kate get back to holbrook i hope to start a band with them. kate on keyboards and nick playing guitar probably. i don't know who else will be in our band but i'll definetly try to find some people. maybe nick will know someone. the band is going to be a totally goofy band. i've written lyrics for three songs already, "Plea for the MLB", "I am the Bastard Son of God", and "Drowning David Hasselholf". sweet
|Sunday, May 11th, 2003|
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0h wait, that's more than three.
|how you gonna act like i don't rock crowds?
doo doo doo diddy doo diddy doo, doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo!
no one will ever guess what song that is.
finals week almost over. soon back to holbrook for family time. this summer is gonna either suck horribly or be awesome. i'm not living in lincoln so i'm think the latter is least likely. that was a SWEET alliteration. kelly kelly bo belly, banana fanan fo felly, me my mo melly, KELLY!
melt banana. that's all i have to say.
i went to newbury comics with a gift certificate i recently recieved and purchased the MURDEROUS GRIND ATTACK which is tintilating and also a darkthrone "greatest hits" cd called preparing for war. it's uber excellent. 9 minute long instrumental what what?
i have all 3 of my finals on the same day.
where's the gun?
here's my head!
i have 40 beers in my room. and they all have to be gone before i go home... and i only have 5 days to do it. and i have to study too. we shall see. we shall see. i'm sure wayne will help me out with that.
on a side note to that, mike might come see me which would be absolutely sexy. we will drink beer and hump and he can meet kelly and see my room and make me feel all warm inside. i love michael robert trudeau!
i like journal entries that are broken up into lots of random thoughts like this one. easier to read for a.d.d. kids like me? what about you chumps?
while i'm off like chonce deleonce! Current Mood: chipper
|Wednesday, May 7th, 2003|
|claustrophobia there's too much paranoia, there's too many closets so when will we fall
i'm sick of being surrounded by all these fuckin college kids. i love them to death but they are so uptight. it's fuckin lame. i wanna hang out with people who like to listen to hard music and dance around and talk and shit. grrrrrrrrrrr. i'm not really mad at anyone or anything, just feeling alienated and missing the friends i have that share at least some common interests with me.
finals are coming up. i have a take home brit lit exam which is two essay questions. should be fairly easy. then i have the other 3 exams all on the same day, next thursday. my parents want me to live in holbrook over the summer and just work all the time. i do wanna get a full time job, but i don't think i wanna be stuck in holbrook. i wanna see my friends. i can't really take being at home for more than a week at a time. i'm not sure what i'm gonna do. thoughts anyone?
me and kelly have been trying to ignore the fact that we're never gonna see each other over the summer. i mean if i have my car i'll definetly go pick her up and hang out with her. but it's gonna be a drastic move from our current situation, which is basically being together every second of the day that we can be. which is fuckin awesome. i am so happy with how things between me and her are going. the biggest thing i wanna do this summer is do a lot of practicing with a band. whether it's schlitz are whoever i wanna start playing lots of shows with someone. cos it's been 7 years of me wanting to be in a real band and i'm sick of waiting. i'm sick of people not being dedicated. it's hard, you really have to have a lot of patience to be in a real band. that's something i have to work on, but usually i'm pretty good.
your values mean nothing to me
i'm living my life in my own fucking way Current Mood: discontent